hi i dont know how to start this off but i will tell you that i am a single mother of 6 kids and 2 grandaughters. yes i do have problems making ends meet and it has not been the most easiest thing to be a single mother and work 4 jobs at a time to put food on the table. I am not trying to have a pity party for myself because i have had enough of those in the past nor am i trying to make anyone feel sorry for me because i believe that no matter what there still is hope left in me. i am sitting here writing this too you after being turned down from asking to take some of my money out of my retirement fund because me and my children dont have any food and i am hoping that i have enough gas to get to work for the next couple of days. i have had my share of sad days too many and sometimes it is enough to make you want to quit but you can't i believe in my heart somthing good is around the corner for us all we just have to give God our heart and have faith. right now i can not tell you how hopeless i felt when i was turned down for getting a portion of my own money because they said not having food is not an emergency it is either food or pay some of my bills, i know that in everything there is a lesson to be learned im just trying to figure out what is the lesson in this of not being able to fully provide for myself and family. Im thinking that whoever said that must have never went to bed hungry and never went days without eating. I want to have a better life and i am not afraid to believe that i can, what i dream about is owning my own successful business and owning a beautiful mansion and reaching out to people and inspiring them to show them that if a single woman can do with six kids and the odds are against her then so can anyone else. i have no business knowledge but i know what i want to do and i am trusting God to bring honest people into my life. i live in a home where the ceiling has fallen through several places and lots of water damage. sometimes it is so hard to look at the situation im in and believe that things are going to get better but i have to believe and i speak it everyday that things are going to change. So i guess to top it all off if anyone can give me any ideas of how to get my self more together or who can put me in touch with some positive people that can get me going in the right direction i would really appreciate it. please call me at 269 579 3567
